Tell us about your recent installation. What is its concept and what form did you use to express it?
In the group exhibition Jacuzzi of Despair at Světova 1 gallery I worked with the theme of roots – connections – umbilical cords. I exhibited oil paintings on the wall along with objects pointing in different directions, sometimes hanging down from them, sometimes reaching the floor.
The main idea of this installation was becoming, finding our own identity, entering the next phase of our lives. The objects come out of the images, from the two-dimensional they manifest into the third dimension, the idea finds a new form, a new medium, a new dimension and lives its own life. But there is still a kind of umbilical cord, roots, threads that point to where the objects come from. They point to their previous 2D phase, which, when seen, might be more understandable why the object is the way it is now. It’s about connecting the past, present and future in terms of internal and external development.
I hoped that one day the objects would be able to stand alone and lose the connection between them and their origins. Sometimes it succeeded and made sense, sometimes it didn’t work without the connection so well.
You mention the finding of identity and personal development. How is it present in your works, and has your view of these concepts developed over time?
A similar theme was explored in my most recent thesis, which deals with the interconnectedness of our/others’ physical bodies and the experiences we receive through those bodies. I have been thinking about how past experiences, memories, experiences, traumas, etc. manifest themselves into our present bodily shells. Between the paintings I installed the body of an indeterminate being consisting of ceramic objects that were interconnected with woolen cords symbolizing the interconnectedness of everything. The body walked through the building and the institution of the school it was in, limbs penetrating the wall, sometimes randomly peeking out of the wall, sometimes crawling on the floor.
What is the connective tissue between your artworks? Do they all share a common inspiration?
In all my paintings I look for a kind of balance between moderation, aesthetics, attractiveness and planning, and on the contrary there is also restlessness, relaxation, permission to do anything, dirt, wildness, childishness. I look for a balance between good rooted in evil and evil rooted in good. I enjoy fairy tales and mythology, which are a window into my childhood memories. Most of all, I enjoy stories where the negative character shows his humanity and we discover the hero may not have been as good as he seemed. Because that’s how I think it works outside of the fairy tale world, nothing is black and white.
I interpret my memories, my experience of the present, and my desires and fears about the future through various symbols, animate and inanimate objects, characters human, animal, and something in between. Some symbols don’t have a clear interpretation, sometimes they are just there and radiate something of themselves.